ive realised my massive flaw, i want to shag people i can’t have, there are many reasons for this. someone listed all the reasons why id be a shit girlfriend yesterday i laughed becasuse its true im just not supposed to be one. its weird peoples perceptions of you, ive had far to many dirty conversations this week. being dropped wednesday in revs means i have a paralysed arm, and being dropped in lloyds bar on friday resutlted in having mild concussion which let me tell you fucking kills. so many things have happened over the last month blood at a flat party,falling down all the stairs in tiger tiger, losing my bankcard, breaking my camera one day later after getting it, talking to old men for hours in the street having advice off them, being stoned out of my brain many a time, realising men want my body using this too my advantage, discovering my two sisters best friends etc, inviting strange men back to our flat getting awkward me having to get rid, maintenance man visits about noise and locking my self out of the room which is impossible, discovering rollies, months worth of freshers flu, work was a constant mess.realising every single person knows my name in my class and i don’t have a clue who anyone is..not too sure why im distincitve must be my gingee hair.
overall im loving life.and im a fucking mess.