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ive realised my massive flaw, i want to shag people i can’t have, there are many reasons for this. someone listed all the reasons why id be a shit girlfriend yesterday i laughed becasuse its true im just not supposed to be one. its weird peoples perceptions of you, ive had far to many dirty conversations this week. being dropped wednesday in revs means i have a paralysed arm, and being dropped in lloyds bar on friday resutlted in having mild concussion which let me tell you fucking kills. so many things have happened over the last month blood at a flat party,falling down all the stairs in tiger tiger, losing my bankcard, breaking my camera one day later after getting it, talking to old men for hours in the street having advice off them, being stoned out of my brain many a time, realising men want my body using this too my advantage, discovering my two sisters best friends etc, inviting strange men back to our flat getting awkward me having to get rid, maintenance man visits about noise and locking my self out of the room which is impossible, discovering rollies, months worth of freshers flu, work was a constant mess.realising every single person knows my name in my class and i don’t have a clue who anyone is..not too sure why im distincitve must be my gingee hair.

overall im loving life.and im a fucking mess.

its all so surreal i dont really know what to think. everthing is changing even my mother is accepting im actually moving out and is gonna help me. its like a miracle.

i have this image of me having an amazing time in uni and not giving  a fuck about anything except like the course , which im kinda like anyway except i get ridiculously emotionally attached occasionally and its really bad. then that fucks your mind up for pretty much ages. but if i can just not thatll be fantastic.

but im scared its all gonna fall apart

i get scared and like my supports kinda there but i dont wanna have to have a support its not as though i should rely on someone. the only person you should depend on is yourself.

so basically i feel sick scared. that im making a mistake AHHHHHHHHHHHH

im lucky to have someone who puts my life into perspective for me every so often.

straight talking pure genius.

gotttaaa love it.

britishindiedarling:

loveyourchaos:likeneelyohara:shapeshift:(via delicatelybruised)




right now i want to be him, im so confused.

britishindiedarling:

loveyourchaos:likeneelyohara:shapeshift:(via delicatelybruised)

right now i want to be him, im so confused.

suicideblonde:

Ashley Olsen photographed by Jason Macdonald for Fashion (Canada), Sept 2010

suicideblonde:

Ashley Olsen photographed by Jason Macdonald for Fashion (Canada), Sept 2010

"so youre choosing sex over me?"

no . well yes.

"ill call you during it"

what?

" ok, just after"

i do wish that my friend would remember i am not a man and am not going to celebrate sexual contests or look up women and discuss their assets either.

suicideblonde:

Spice Girls in Toyko, 1996

<3

suicideblonde:

Spice Girls in Toyko, 1996

<3

i need to visit this shop

i need to visit this shop

francis speker

francis speker

wrinkled road

wrinkled road

(via needle-in-the-hay, lorahelen)

(via needle-in-the-hay, lorahelen)

messing around in my leopard skin pill box hat yes.

messing around in my leopard skin pill box hat yes.

o hey

o hey