October 2010
1 post
ive realised my massive flaw, i want to shag people i can’t have, there are many reasons for this. someone listed all the reasons why id be a shit girlfriend yesterday i laughed becasuse its true im just not supposed to be one. its weird peoples perceptions of you, ive had far to many dirty conversations this week. being dropped wednesday in revs means i have a paralysed arm, and being...
September 2010
2 posts
its all so surreal i dont really know what to think. everthing is changing even my mother is accepting im actually moving out and is gonna help me. its like a miracle.
i have this image of me having an amazing time in uni and not giving a fuck about anything except like the course , which im kinda like anyway except i get ridiculously emotionally attached occasionally and its really bad. then...
im lucky to have someone who puts my life into perspective for me every so often.
straight talking pure genius.
August 2010
39 posts
banter
gotttaaa love it.
“so youre choosing sex over me?”
no . well yes.
“ill call you during it”
what?
” ok, just after”
i do wish that my friend would remember i am not a man and am not going to celebrate sexual contests or look up women and discuss their assets either.
intriguing inception →
I can access your mind through your dreams.
You’re waiting for a train; a train that will take you far away. You know...
– inception
stop thinking, stop dreaming, just stop
what makes you different than everyone else?
a lot of the time. i try and make everyone laugh , by saying or doing anything funny or just being my usual chaotic clumsy mess, i think happiness is the most important thing in life and i generally want everyone around me to be.
i always feel like im different as in don’t quite fit in anywhere, i think its because sometimes i just don’t feel like talking, i think i get it from my...
020810.
i like running away from my problems
i like being able to leave. and i’m glad its a family member whos at last helping me get my life back on track.
it sucks that everyones moving away but embrace change because eventually everyones got to come back. one day though ill leave and never come back.
the hardest thing is saying goodbye
i guess its easiest just not saying it
moving on from it all. thats life
don't worry everything is going to be amazing
when?
I am nothing special, of this I am sure. I am a common man with common thoughts...
– — Nicholas Sparks (The Notebook) (via artpixie)
love this film
July 2010
45 posts
musings
I can’t just be. you know. i’ve sat here for about five hours putting off organising my room and effectivley my life. staring at the computer
no wonder im on a downer
i loved having a week away being constantly busy i need that, not just hanging around not being myself.actual productivity is what i need and what i shall do this next weeek.
i am so scared about next year but i am...
going blonde...
i did like my hair the colour as it was , faded red
i thought i’d try something new though.. im constantly dying my hair these days
i think its because i’m insecure lol
but if blonde looks not good or just hideous its easy to dye it back to mahoganyy so may as well experiment